Everything Has Changed

Life has a way of presenting us with unexpected challenges and opportunities for growth. Sometimes, it takes courage to recognize when it's time to move forward and embrace new beginnings. My journey of change and self-discovery has been nothing short of transformative, and I want to share it with you.

You may not be aware of this, but I tend to be more of a homebody. In fact, I battled agoraphobia for two years, which led to my self-imposed isolation following a traumatic incident in my own home. Only recently have I begun to reintegrate into the community, and it was at Thermo Fisher where I felt the most comfortable being my true self. Working in QC allowed me to embrace a different aspect of my personality, which is why you may have noticed my eagerness to connect with everyone. It was the first time in my life that I felt genuinely authentic.

Trusting Intuition and Embracing Change

Throughout my journey at Thermo Fisher, I learned to trust my intuition and listen to my instincts. It's remarkable how our inner voice can guide us towards the right path, even when it seems unconventional. While others were honing their analytical skills, I focused on developing my soft skills and gaining insights into my colleagues' perspectives. This approach to life has helped shape the person I am today.

In the past, I struggled with fear and discomfort when interacting with men. Making eye contact was particularly challenging for me. However, my time at Thermo Fisher transformed that. Every male colleague, including Reece, Jud, Evan, Seth, Matt, Russ, Taylor, and others, made me feel at ease. It was the first time I didn't feel objectified, and I could connect with people for who they truly were. Over time, it became easier for me to make eye contact with men, something I desperately needed.

Recognizing the Signs of Change

This is why you may have observed me grappling with the decision to stay or leave on a weekly basis. I often felt like everyone else belonged there, while I saw myself as a learner. My feelings on the 17th were more about wanting to leave on my own terms than anger. Nevertheless, I am incredibly grateful for the experience.

I don't believe anyone fully understands how profoundly your team and the Thermo Fisher environment impacted my mental health. It was a strange internal dichotomy because yes, there was the stress of QC, but there was also the perfect balance of people making it more difficult to leave them. It was a truly transformative period in my life, and I wanted to ensure you know this. In no way am I trying to make you feel bad about the situation because I know it is simply a business decision. I just want you to know that the team and support and kindness extended to me on a regular basis, was extremely significant on my life. Thank you for providing me the space to be myself and discover my unique rhythm.

Embracing Individuality and New Opportunities

I recognize that I may not conform to the traditional corporate mold, and my presentation may differ from others. Nevertheless, I'm grateful that I could finally be the quirky individual I am while also being acknowledged for my abilities. I want you to comprehend just how much your team's support and acceptance meant to me.

At the age of 36, this was the first time I genuinely felt like I could be my authentic self, and that is a priceless gift. I am confident that I will continue to thrive, and I will never give up. Still, I felt it was crucial to convey the profound impact your team had on me.

Moving Forward to Bigger and Better Opportunities

As I move forward, I carry with me the lessons I've learned and the self-discovery I've undergone. Change can be daunting, but it also opens doors to bigger and better opportunities. Trusting our intuition and being true to ourselves is the key to finding our unique path in life. I am excited about the future and the new adventures that await me, and I owe a part of that to the supportive environment I experienced at Thermo Fisher.

I cant thank them enough.